Hay naku! With all this hulabaloos! Wow! Talk about nervous breakdown. You know, when He gives you something, always remember that it's already fixed. If you still doubt it, then just pray hard. Then he'll give someone to guide you. And for me? That someone is Son...my beloved twin.
It's not easy deciding specially when it's really major! Way too major! And with friends who you trust, well and good. But with friends who you think you trust, that's where you get a brother like Son. He balances everything...he's been there and done that! And lucky for me...I have a brother like Son! :o)